You might have to read it out loud.
That is, if you can’t find the audio book.
Or, there isn’t a reader you would choose for your book…
Then, make the decision.
Yes, you should read it out loud and record it. Then, everyone will hear the way you meant it to sound. The intonation, the pauses, the emphasis in all the right places. No doubt, this will be a good option if you don’t trust any others.
~ Dawn aka Hat Girl